Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
it's been only one week of school and it feels like forever.
but it's been great fun sitting with qin ai de :D you've no idea how much noise we make and how crazy we get in class. and boy ! i absolutely enjoy annoying her ! i need to get that tattoo ! never imagined that we would be so crazy together.
thankyou for those pictures ! it's so sweeeet.
it's been a great week knowing that 166/173 is always there for us to run and complain to. but that bummer is always so tired so we'll leave her alone sometimes (:
Mass Dance was wow. i cant wait for the next time we learn the continuation. it's the best thing(: dance dance !
Amplify Fridays have been excellent. the company's great, the praise&worship is great, the food's great and being able to feel the Holy Spirit surrounding the room is wow. the crazy Hospitality team are still as crazy as ever ! those people make the atmosphere lighter (: much thanks ! <3
guess i really felt the whole different atmosphere. i've always known that it's been easier, it's been less pressurizing with them. but it was yesterday(during the bbq) that i really really experienced the amazing wonderful difference. i could be me. i didnt have to fake, i didnt have to lie about anything. i didnt have to worry about fitting in. i just said and did whatever was me. nothing was wrong at all (: thats the coolest thing. things that worried me so much with the other group was nothing with them. it's not that the other group is bad, dont get me wrong. the other group's as great. the company is great too. but it's difficult on the other side. there're so many more things to worry about. the whole drama, everything. (it's difficult to express it) guess i really feel so easy&happy with these people. gosh, it was just great. the sharing session, the lil praise&worship session, the swimming pool soccer, the swimming pool monkey. it was just woahhh(:
the best part is, i dont feel 'obliged' to do anything with these people. i dont feel that extra baggage that i thought i might have to carry around when i joined them. it was so different. with these people, i felt even lighter. they helped me carry my baggages, to let go of 'em. thank you babes&dudes ! the new friends ive made(: lollipop ! caroline ! and of course the other facils etc (: whatever happens, i guess i know these people are always supporting and pulling me up. the constant 'checking up', the weekly meetings and fellowship is good, rlly good.
of course, i still treasure the friendships i made with the other group (: they're still as great. just that the drama's kinda becoming this 'wall' thats blocking us out from each other. there's always this 'distance' that i feel. there's always this choice to make. the many many choices thrown onto me. it's either you cross over the wall and remain there, leaving the rest of the world on the other side. or, stay where you are and leave the other group on the other side of the wall. haha. shhite, im making it sound so bad. but guess maybe it is ? -oooppps. (reflecting on the drama and everything thats been going on)
hmm, i should just stop comparing. i like things the way they are now. some might not like it, but i feel happy&contented. things are going well even though i've still 45 literature essays to complete. /: yes crystal, JUST 45 :D alright.
i need to thank crystal, officially (: the many many sacrifices she does for her friends. the wonderful laughter & joy she brings everyday. (she helps me stay awake during chem&math tuition and in school !) it's been great having her around. thank you T-bag dear (:
in burning light, the plan is laid.
if you love me i wanna know !
let your heart out.